The reason i missed the many joy in my relationship.
It starts like a flash.
It was thrilling like a current.
Nothing could ever compare the happiness and joy of those days..
I didn't know anything to complain.
Everything were more than a fantasy..
I was happy enough to see her face.
I was still happy if she didn't say anything to me..
We see each other hardly once in a week..
Still then i was so excited seeing her.
I was more than satisfied when i can see her.
Not even sitting by her side. All those days are before she even know my feelings for her.
And then we move along with the girlfriend, boyfriend thing... Very exciting at the first month. still very satisfied.
But what has gone wrong. Is there something being used up or what could have gone wrong.
We talk a lot. We see each other more often before we get together.
I was happy and exciting about everything when i first know that she love me too.
So as day goes by and month passes by, i realized i am not satisfied anymore. and almost feel noting at all.
It was no better with her either. She has to move to other place very far from our town. Then she finally break up with me.. Ouch man... that night on, i began to realized how much i am in love with her, how much my life longs for her.Then i finally find out the reason why i was not happy all the time. the reason i complain.. I was happy when i expect noting from her. She did something i didn't expect that she would ever do for me..that make me happy..She was mine and still mine..I have somehow learned how to love her and i am happy with her ever more..because she love me..and i will never take her for granted..