Fighting For Memory; Fighting Memory.
Fighting And Struggling For Memory Since I Was A Boy.
I Have To Stay Up All Night Fighting For Memory
Struggling To Gain Something For My Memory.
Sometimes I Had To Dip My Legs In Cold Water In Freezing Nights.
I Was Very Eager To Grow Older Just To Skip Those Fighting For Memory.
I Hated Fighting For Memory..But Loved Memories, Because That Was The Only Way To Get Promoted To The Next Grade.
Yeah! Things Really Have Changed A Lot As I Grew Older.
But Thing Are No Better Than Those Days.
In Fact, The Fight Seems Much Harder.
I Used To Fight For Memory But Now I Am Fighting My Memories Every Single Day.
They Were Once A Sweet Memory, But Even Good Memory Can Really Get More Hurting,
And Are Harder To Fight Them.
There Are Moments When I Wish If There Were Pills To Clear All My Memories And Wake Up In The Morning, Remember Nothing About The Past And Start All Over Again Afresh.
No Matter How Many Years Had Passed, They Are Still Haunting Me Every Night.
I Couldn't Sleep In The Night. They Are So Damn Hurting.
It Struck Me Down And Makes Me Feel Like I Am So Alone.
So Alone Without..Yet So Hurting With In..
Remembering The Smiles We Had Makes Me Want To Cry..
Day After Day They Are Getting Worse, And The Night Seems Getting Longer And Longer..
Things Are Real Confusing Sometimes. But This Is Always Crystal Clear To Me. I Am Glad I Met You, And Have Not Regret To Have Let My Heart Fall In Love With You And Will Never Be.
(Off The Record, I Still Miss You Every Time I Remember Your
Name. But Tell No One.. <3)
